holaaaa :)

ughh~ i can't believe its already nearing the end of november. it seems like time has gone so slow yet so fast at the same time; how is that even possible?

Christmas is coming soon which means New Years will follow right after and hopefully it'll mean a new and fresh beginning.

everything is happening so quickly so i don't really ever know whats going on anymore. i feel clueless, but thats nothing new :P so many things seem to be changing and i can't seem to keep up. ahh >.< (yes, i know this is all random and it probably doesn't make any sense, but then again no one really reads this..it's mostly for my own benefit just so i can look back and remember how retarded i was being a certain day..:P) will i ever be able to just get a moment and breathe?

friends. family. love. life. what do these words really mean? it seems like i've only just begun to understand the true complexity of all of these different aspects, yet i'm so far from really understanding it and appreciating it. ehh--i'm thinking too much now; let's just make life simple, yes?

hm..i probably wont update again until Christmas / New Year's time when i can write a long, and sentimental entry with good reason. :D (i'm so clever, right? teehee.)

i hope everyone is safe and happy, and i'll wish everyone an early Happy Thanksgiving~! :)

<3Michelle

P.S. excuse my horribly bad grammar as i am too lazy to actually care ^_^

안녕~~!!

hmm..well i figured that i should update this sometime before summer is over, so i am ^_^..gosh but I can't really believe that there's only like 2 1/2 weeks before school starts again. seriously..what the freak. O_O

summer has gone by so fast yet so slow at the same time. this summer was one of the best though. too bad I didn't get to go to Thailand, but I got to go to VA, which is better for me. =P ahh, those 3 weeks flew by so fast...so depressing T_T at least I got to see my 친구's. ahhh so much fun. now all I have to do is wait another year before I see everyone again...this year is going to go by so slow...aishhh

ughh~ also school starting means something else, COLLEGE APPLICATIONS. can you say MAJORR stress? I am so not ready for all of this. -_- I've kinda already started one, but gosh it's so much work, plus I have to take my SATs again cuz I basically just sucked ass on the last one. I hate being stupid =[

ehh~ I don't really have much more to say. I hope everyone has a good time during the last few weeks of summer and stays safe. =D

많이 보고싶어 그리고 사랑해~~!! ^^;;

<3Michelle

omggggg...there's only 3 days of school left then its SUMMER VACATION<33 w00t. :] i'm so excited..even though i probably won't be doing much ..but yeah. this year has gone by CRAZY fast..i still can't believe junior year is basically over..

so yeah..i went to graduation on Saturday cuz of band..but it really made me think about how senior year is going to go by just as fast as this year or even faster. i'm so excited for college..but i'm really scared at the same time. like i say everytime..thinking about senior year kind of gets me depressed since I won't be with my LB crew. =[ oh well..only one more year, right??

ahh but seriously..thinking of college..am i the only one who thinks its weird? i still dont feel like i'm grown up enough to even think about college..i feel like there is so much i need to learn and experience before i should even think about going to college..ahhh >.< but i know i'll have to get to work soon applying for scholarships and sending in college apps..can you say stressful?

anyways~~ now that school is almost over..i feel like i can breathe..don't have to worry about too much except for studying for finals..and hopefully this summer i'll be able to go THAILAND for summer vaca.(: 

well i guess i dont really have anything to say now..just that i miss everyone a lot..and i hope everyone is doing well!

사랑해~~!! (^_^)v

<3Michelle

hmm..it's like 11 something on a Friday night and i'm hella bored, so i decided that i would update...

well Korea is still bleh. school sucks ass like always; nothing has changed there. i think if it wasn't for school and all that junks then maybe being here wouldn't be so bad. i like my friends and everything..but it seems like we're too different; its kind of uncomfortable at times..i miss being able to act like myself  ..and i miss my crazy, weird, but loveable friends.  oh well on the brightside side [[kind of..]] i'll be back in VA in like a year and 2 months or so..hahaha.

gosh, i can't believe junior year is actually coming to a close in like a little over than a month. where the hell did all the time go?  and then soon it'll be senior year [[gosh all this thinking about senior year is depressing..i want to be in VA T.T]] but yeah...and i'll be graduating from this ghetto school..but that brings be closer to VA and my friends! =D and then college. goshhh. i'm so scared. i still have to take the SAT..even though i doubt it'll happen i'm afriad that i won't get into college O_o..haha

well this weekend will be full of not fun stuff..except i think i'll be going shopping for a little bit. other than that i have to study for my AP tests for Psych and Environmental Science which i now no absolutely nothing about anymore. blahh

i hope everyone in VA is well and healthy. i miss you guys!

<3Michelle

P.S. HAPPY EARLY 18TH BIRTHDAY, CHRISTINA!!<3333